Yes Please!!!

earring from net-a-porter.com

How beautiful are those earrings, anyway let me focus on the task at hand right now.
I have been reading a book called the Artist way, it's a 12 week spiritual path to higher creativity, everymorning you are encouraged to write three pages of whatever is on your mind, at first I thought, there is no way I am going to come up with three pages that early in the morning everyday, I was wrong...I have so much in to write about I found out.
This journey is extremely personal, I was really hesitant and still am to document my personal feelings for people to view. I am very shy by nature, I never want people to know my true feelings, it's easier that way, then I don't have to explain myself. I was always like that, I figured the less I said the better it was for me and everyone around me, I never want to give my opinion even though I know I'm right at times, I never want to involve myself too much. I don't even know why I am like that, but I ever since I can remember, I think one the reason why was I was always compared to my siblings, or other people, and that shut me down and that was the beginning of me feeling I was less than and unworthy and then my self doubts and insecurities started. When you are five years old, you take everything personal, if someone says you are good at singing, you take and run with it, if someone says you are not good enough, you take that and run with it, and that what I did. For years I walked around with my chin on my chest, because I was too afraid to look up, I never felt deserving. I just felt awkward and out of my skin, I can't even explain. So it was difficult for me to even form any opinion about myself because I believed in everyone's opinion's but my own.